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“Mr. Rath, would you care to comment?” Bernstein asked. His stomach was hurting quite badly now.
Slowly Tom stood up. There was a rustling sound throughout the auditorium as people twisted in their seats to see him. He glanced at Betsy and saw she looked nervous. Mechanically he smiled at her. The hall seemed astonishingly quiet, and all faces were turned toward him. His mouth felt dry. “I didn’t come prepared to give a talk . . .” he began lamely.
Somewhere in the crowd there was a snicker, which quickly grew into laughter. Bernstein tapped his gavel. “Mr. Rath, please step to the front of the hall,” he said.
Awkwardly Tom edged his way to the aisle. The walk to the front of the auditorium seemed endless. Then he was on the platform facing the crowd, and the laughter subsided. The upturned faces blurred. It doesn’t really matter, he thought. Here goes nothing. It will be interesting to see what happens. “All right,” he said suddenly in a firm voice, “the rumor is true. I plan to ask the Zoning Board for permission to start a housing project.”
He paused, and the hall was utterly silent. He couldn’t find Betsy’s face in the crowd. He took a deep breath. “I don’t want my plans for a housing project to hurt the chances for this new school,” he said. “They ought to be decided as separate issues. A new school is needed right now. I’ve got two children in the old one, and I’ve seen it–it’s terrible. Let’s get the new school first and fight the battle of my housing project later.”
“But the school is an opening wedge!” Parkington interrupted. Bernstein banged his gavel.
“Mr. Parkington,” Tom continued, “I think I see your point of view. I was born in South Bay too, and I like the town the way it is. As a matter of fact, I liked it even better the way it used to be, didn’t you? It was prettier before the houses went up on the golf course. What I’m trying to say is, the town is changing, and we can’t take a vote to stop change. If the Zoning Board lets me start a housing project, I’ll do everything possible to keep it from being unsightly, or a financial drain on the town, but I don’t promise to keep my grandmother’s house and land unchanged. That’s impossible. And I hope you won’t leave the school we have today unchanged. As it stands today, it’s a disgrace to all of us.”
There was mild applause as Tom stepped down from the platform. Almost immediately Parkington was on his feet. “I just want to warn everybody here that breaking up the Rath estate is just the beginning,” he said. “If we don’t hold taxes down, other big estates will go. I’ve just heard that the big place the president of a broadcasting company built down by the water has been placed on the market.”
“I know a little about that, and it doesn’t have anything to do with schools or taxes,” Tom said quickly.
“Maybe,” Parkington replied, “but if the big estates go, and we keep on building schools, our taxes will be doubled!”
“I don’t think the big estates will go just because we build a new school, and even if they do, I don’t think we’re so poor and so helpless we can’t educate our children,” Tom said.
“That sounds fine,” Parkington retorted heatedly, “but I’m telling you here and now that if we replace the big estates with housing projects, South Bay will become a slum within ten years–a slum, I tell you, a slum!”
He paused, and the silence was impressive.
“I don’t agree with you,” Tom said quietly. “We won’t let the town become a slum.” He started walking toward the back of the hall to rejoin Betsy. Immediately a dozen people were on their feet asking Bernstein for permission to be heard. Antonio Bugala, the contractor, began an impassioned plea for increased business opportunities. For more than an hour the argument raged back and forth, the voices becoming louder and more strident. Tom glanced at Betsy. She looked scared. How curious, he thought, that we should be so dependent–that so much of our future should depend on what all these shouting people decide. His head started to ache, and he longed for the cool air outside.
Finally there was a pause. “Does anyone have anything more to add about the construction of a new school?” Bernstein asked wearily.
Parkington jumped to his feet again immediately. “To sum it all up, a vote for a school is a vote for a housing project Tom Rath admits he’s planning,” he said. “That’s a vote to make this town a slum!”
Bernstein raised his gavel. “If there are no more opinions to be heard . . .” he said.
“A slum!” Parkington repeated portentously.
“I hereby declare this meeting at a . . .” Bernstein began.
“Wait a minute!” Betsy called impetuously, and suddenly found herself on her feet. Tom looked at her in astonishment and saw that her face was flushed.
“Mrs. Rath has the floor,” Bernstein said.
For an instant Betsy hesitated. “I’m sorry,” she said. “I just didn’t want this meeting to end with the word slum.”
The audience was attentive.
“The children need a new school,” Betsy continued. “Don’t let our housing project be used as a weapon against . . .”
“This will be only the beginning . . .” Parkington interrupted.
“Mr. Parkington!” Betsy cut in with remarkable self-possession. “I don’t think that growth will necessarily hurt the town. And although I may be taking advantage of being a woman, I refuse to let you have the last word!”
The audience laughed, and although Parkington said something, no one could hear him. Bernstein banged his gavel. Gradually the hall quieted. “I think we’ve heard the full expression of all relevant opinions,” Bernstein said. “I remind you that a week from today we vote on this issue. This meeting stands adjourned!”
On the way out of the Town Hall, Betsy clung tightly to Tom’s arm, and he saw that she had been shaken. “I was proud of you,” he said.
She smiled up at him. “I was proud of you too,” she replied. “You were wonderful.”
Going home in the car she sat very close to him. After leaving the car in the old carriage house, they walked up to the house, arm in arm. The sitter they had left with the children met them at the door. “There was a telephone call for you, Mr. Rath,” she said. “A Mr. Hopkins called from New York. He left his number and wants you to call him back.”
Tom put the call through immediately. Hopkins answered the telephone himself. “Hello, Tom!” he said. “Sorry to bother you so late, but I just decided to fly out to Hollywood tomorrow, and I thought you might like to go with me.”
“Hollywood?”
“Yes. We’re thinking of organizing a subsidiary company out there to produce some of our programs on film, and I have to go out. I thought it might be a good chance for you to come along with me and learn something about that end of the business.”
“Thanks,” Tom said. “I’d love to. How long will we be gone?”
“Only four or five days. I’ve had reservations booked on Flight 227 leaving La Guardia at ten in the morning. Meet me there.”
“Certainly!” Tom said. “Certainly! Thanks very much.”
He put the telephone down and said somewhat bewilderedly to Betsy, “Hopkins wants me to fly out to Hollywood with him.”
“What for?”
“I don’t know. He thinks I should learn something about the company’s operations out there.”
“He really is trying to do something for you,” Betsy said. “This is a fantastic opportunity.”
“I guess it is,” Tom replied. “I hope I’ll be back in time for the school election.”
“That’s not as important as this,” she said. “How long do you think you’ll be gone?”
“Just four or five days, according to Hopkins. I hope it won’t be any longer.”
Betsy sat down, looking suddenly solemn. “Gosh, it’s going to be lonely around here,” she said. “Do you realize that we haven’t been away from each other that long since the war?”
“It will be lonely for me too,” Tom said, and sat down beside her. She had dressed up for the school me
eting and was wearing a dark-blue dress with silver buttons. How young she looks, he thought–she looks almost as young as she did before the war.
“I wish we had more time together,” she said. “Things have been so hectic lately.”
“I know.”
“When do you think you can get your vacation?”
“I guess I could get a week off any time I wanted.”
“If things go well,” she said, “let’s see if we can get somebody like Mrs. Manter to come in and take care of the kids. I’d love to go off on a trip somewhere–just you and I alone together. We wouldn’t have to go far.”
“It would be fun,” he said.
“Maybe we could get a cottage up in Vermont. We could just go there and swim in a lake, maybe, and talk. The way things are going now, we hardly see each other, Tommy! I hate this business of your working every week end. You’re always running for a train. We ought to just go off somewhere alone together. We haven’t done that for ages.”
“Maybe we can.” He glanced at his watch. “It’s almost midnight,” he said. “We better get to bed–I’ll have to leave here at eight in the morning to make that plane.”
“Eight hours,” she said. “We’ve got eight hours–that’s still quite a lot of time.”
He glanced at her, startled. She smiled hesitantly at him. It was true: time had become precious again.
37
THE NEXT MORNING Tom got to the airport before Hopkins did. He waited at the gate where Flight 227 was posted. In a few moments he saw Hopkins walking toward him. Hopkins looked small–a short, almost frail-appearing man hurrying across the terminal, holding a huge hard leather briefcase in his hand. “Good morning, Tom!” he said briskly. “It’s good of you to come on such short notice as this!”
“No trouble at all,” Tom replied, still avoiding the use of Hopkins’ name, because he couldn’t make up his mind whether to call him “Ralph” or not. They walked aboard the plane, and Hopkins politely resisted the efforts of a stewardess to put his briefcase in the luggage compartment–it was so big that she thought it was a suitcase. No one aboard the plane recognized Hopkins. Tom had grown so used to seeing him deferred to in the United Broadcasting building that it was a shock to see him treated like anyone else. Hopkins obviously didn’t mind–if anything, he appeared more diffident and more anxious to be polite than anyone else on the plane. He meekly allowed himself to be jostled away from the seat he was heading for, and when the stewardess offered him some chewing gum, he said, “Thank you–thank you very much, but I think not. I don’t chew gum,” and smiled apologetically, being almost absurdly careful not to hurt her feelings. She smiled back at him. What a nice little man, she thought.
Tom sat next to Hopkins. Even before the plane took off, Hopkins opened his briefcase, took out a thick report in pale-blue covers, and started to read. When the plane’s engines roared, and they taxied toward the runway, he glanced up briefly. “This might interest you, Tom,” he said, leaned over, and took another report from his briefcase. “This is something Bill Ogden roughed out. on our plan for a subsidiary company to put programs on film–it’s still just in the tentative planning stage, of course.”
“Thanks,” Tom said, accepting the document. As the plane rushed down the runway and lunged into the air, he opened the report. “On the basis of all available data, which is as yet incomplete, there might be considerable advantage in organizing an affiliated company, rather than trying to do the job directly ourselves,” he read. He glanced out the window of the plane. Already they were at an altitude of about a thousand feet. He flexed his shoulder muscles, unconsciously trying to see if the parachute harness were strapped tight enough, then realized what he was doing, and smiled at himself. Sitting back, he tried to concentrate on Ogden’s report.
After reading for two hours, Hopkins placed his briefcase on his lap and started writing memoranda with a pencil. He worked steadily throughout the long trip. When the plane finally landed in Hollywood, Tom felt tired, but Hopkins seemed energetic as ever. “We’re right on time,” he said with satisfaction, glancing at his watch. “Let’s go to the hotel and wash up. Then we’ve got some meetings scheduled.”
At the hotel a suite of large rooms had been reserved for Hopkins with an adjoining private room and bath for Tom. It was late, but Hopkins didn’t mention dinner. They left their bags and hurried to the executive offices of the United Broadcasting Corporation’s Hollywood building. Hopkins introduced Tom to a succession of men, all of whom talked fast and with apparent urgency about matters Tom could hardly understand at all. He was glad when they went into a private dining room adjoining one of the offices and sat down around a long table. In all, there were eight men present, and they all kept talking to Hopkins at once. A pretty waitress brought cocktails.
“I’ll tell you, Ralph,” a tall but rather paunchy man with the oddly apt name of Potkin said. “Like it or not, live shows are going out. In another ten years, the whole television business will be right here. You ought to be thinking in terms of moving your whole operation. If you don’t, it’s not going to be long before the tail out here starts wagging the dog in New York.”
“I’m not convinced of that yet,” Hopkins said. “And that’s not the only consideration involved in setting up a subsidiary company. There are some legal angles to this. . . .”
On and on the conversation went. It was nine o’clock in the evening before it was over. “Come on over to my house for a drink,” Potkin said.
“No,” Hopkins replied. “I’m a little tired. I think I’d better go back to the hotel and get some rest. Want to come, Tom?”
“Sure,” Tom said.
A taxi took them to the hotel. In the elevator Hopkins said, “Want to stop in for a nightcap before you turn in?”
“That would be fine,” Tom replied.
When they entered Hopkins’ suite, Tom saw that someone in the company’s Hollywood office had made all the arrangements he had made at Atlantic City the month before. On a table was a large vase of long-stemmed roses, and in the bedroom was an electric refrigerator and a cabinet holding a small bar. Tom suspected suddenly that Hopkins had never asked for such elaborate fixings, that they were all the idea of Ogden or someone else trying to please him, and that Hopkins was simply too polite to object. He wished he could find out, but there didn’t seem to be any way to ask. Hopkins fixed two glasses of bourbon on the rocks and sprawled out on a sofa the way he had the night he and Tom had talked in his apartment. To his increasing discomfort, Tom found that Hopkins was staring at him again. There was the same mixture of tiredness and kindness on his face, the same steady gaze. Tom sipped his drink nervously.
“Well, what do you think?” Hopkins asked suddenly.
“About what?”
“About this whole operation we’ve been talking about. Do you think we ought to set up a separate but affiliated organization?”
“I don’t know,” Tom said. “There’s so much involved. . . .”
“Of course–we can’t make a decision yet. How would you like to move out here and work on this end of things for a year or so?”
“What?” Tom asked in astonishment.
“You could work with Potkin. He’s right about one thing–this end of the business is going to get increasingly important. If you put in a year or two on it, I think you might pick up a lot that would be useful when you came back to New York.”
Several thoughts immediately flamed up in Tom’s mind. This is his way of getting rid of me, he suddenly knew–this personal assistant business is making him as uncomfortable as it’s made me. But he’s still trying to do something for me–now he just wants to do it at a distance, by remote control. It’s a great opportunity, he thought, but what would happen to our housing project? He was suddenly filled with the confusion of moving, putting his grandmother’s house on the market to sell the quickest way possible, and looking for a place to live in Hollywood. Out of this welter of impressions came one word: no. He d
idn’t say it. Instead, he said, “Gosh, that’s a pretty big step. . . .”
“Don’t you like the idea?”
Wait a minute, Tom thought. If I say no, he’s going to wonder what the devil to do with me in New York. I’ll be upsetting his whole scheme. If I buck him, he’s liable to turn on me. This is like petting a tiger. “I don’t know,” he said carefully. “I’d like to have a little time to think it over.”
“Don’t you want to learn the business?” Hopkins asked quietly, but with obvious import.
“Of course . . .” Tom began. Then he paused and took a sip of his drink. The hell with it, he thought. There’s no point in pretending. I’ve played it straight with him so far, and I might as well keep on. Anyway, he’s a guy who can’t be fooled. He glanced up and saw that Hopkins was smiling at him with great friendliness. Here goes nothing, Tom thought, and the words came with a rush. “Look, Ralph,” he said, using the first name unconsciously, “I don’t think I do want to learn the business. I don’t think I’m the kind of guy who should try to be a big executive. I’ll say it frankly: I don’t think I have the willingness to make the sacrifices. I don’t want to give up the time. I’m trying to be honest about this. I want the money. Nobody likes money better than I do. But I’m just not the kind of guy who can work evenings and week ends and all the rest of it forever. I guess there’s even more to it than that. I’m not the kind of person who can get all wrapped up in a job–I can’t get myself convinced that my work is the most important thing in the world. I’ve been through one war. Maybe another one’s coming. If one is, I want to be able to look back and figure I spent the time between wars with my family, the way it should have been spent. Regardless of war, I want to get the most out of the years I’ve got left. Maybe that sounds silly. It’s just that if I have to bury myself in a job every minute of my life, I don’t see any point to it. And I know that to do the kind of job you want me to do, I’d have to be willing to bury myself in it, and, well, I just don’t want to.”